Dreading this post

I have dreaded this post so I`m just going to start.

Last week I heard I have breast cancer.

It went all very fast, 

on Monday I went to the doctor because I felt a lump,

Wednesday I had to go to hospital for tests

and at the end of the day

I listened to a doctor and nurse telling me 

they found malign cells.

It is still very unreal and I feel like I`m playing a part in a movie.

Someone will yell "cut" and life will be back to normal.

But I`m slowly realizing no one will yell cut and this is reality. 

This week I will have some more tests 

and there will be some clarity in what treatment I will have to get.

I know an operation is needed, probably next week.

You probably understand why there wasn`t a new granny square last week.

I`m going to place a new one this week,

but I don`t think I will be able to place a new granny square after this week.

Who would like to have a guest post,

you will have to write about a granny square pattern

we didn`t make so far.

If you would like to participate send me a mail at michelle@wals.nu,

containing the text, link, picture and if you have a blog your blog adress.

I will schedule your post in one of the coming weeks

so please send it this week because I won`t be able to schedule your post after this week.

I`m not sure if I`m able to keep posting regularly

but I will try to at least write an update once in a while